Am I Still In Love With My Ex?

Alright everyone here's the deal, me and this guy, jason dated for about 10 months. on our ten month anniversary he broke up with me. one of my friends texted and said he texted her, so i asked him and he said no. then i went over to her house and she showed me the msgs. it wasnt saved in her phone so i knew it was him (i memorized his number) anyway so i mentioned to him that she showed me the messages and asked him about it again, then he dumped me. he was a total douche. i had the car, the job, the money, and i paid his phone bill for him ( keep in mind, the one he was using to cheat on me with) it was $125/month, ( Iphone) Anywho, when we broke up i was heartbroken, because i didnt do anything wrong, however it was a rocky relationship. for a while i was depressed about it. its been about 2 months since the break up (tomorrow wouldve been a year for us) and in this time i've realized how much of an *** he was to me. i'm noticing everything that i shouldve seen a while ago. now i dont have a job anymore, i stay home and babysit my 4 yr old sister, but she's gone til july... so i'm just at home all day. and i have plenty of guys trying to talk to me.. but i'm just not interested in any of them.. is jason still clinging in my mind somewhere? like preventing me from dating anybody else? are my emotions playing with me?? someone please help, sometimes i feel like i might be depressed, but i dont even know... please help:/